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about
I wrote this song for my old punk band Reese Witherspoon Disaster. It's always been one of my favorite songs and I wanted to do something productive today so I recorded this and I think it's pretty good
lyrics
I'm a V10 engine gone out of control. Speeding through a wall but my supercharge is coming apart. My tires are bald. No chance of declining power. My intake systems are hanging on by a wire. Brake pads are crying in pain. Rotors are taking the blame. Fire spewing from my grill, I make a turn. I skid onto a graveled trail. My hoses start to burn. If I can speed well, then I can kill. I'm a fucked up kid with a fucked up will.
Anti-freeze scrapping with coolant, see an orphanage and run right through it. Washer fluid won't console me. Slam left on a school bus full of tools, save me from their ridicule. I'll save them from the sin.
I'm a fucked up demon I’m about to crash. Oil went stale. I roll over a mountainous guardrail. I bet against the GTO the mescaline wouldn't make me slow. They say I'm sane but I feel so sick. Half-way down and I feel a prick. As for the traffic lights I'll kill them when they're down!
Pistons disagree, with the piston rings. Spark plugs want to explode just to see what suicide means. My timing belt just ripped itself apart. Got a loaded 45 and I'm aiming it at my heart. Roll down the mountainside into the stream. Bystanders start to scream. Massive explosion heard from the ocean, I'll let the metal decide. What it wants out of life.
With these last words of mine, I'll scream them so they echo on for everyone to hear. Fuck this whole goddamn world to every manufacturer, I want you to know, that I'm dying too slow.
credits
released September 13, 2021
I wrote most of the song but Kyle Clark wrote the guitar work in the bridge. Thanks Kyle!
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