1. |
Metal Warm Up
00:40
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Don't wanna say it again
I Dont wanna say it again
Your words, face its all bullshit
I wanna shit on the road and throw you in it
Don't wanna hear it again
I don't wanna hear it again
Your lies, slurs, it's all bullshit
I want you dead, you fucking fascist
So fucking sick
your bullshit life
So fucking sick
Your bullshit life
The future of millions are doomed
With their blood on your hands
I'll tear the fucking eyes out of your skull
Scandals lies everything I despise
(Scandals lies everything I despise)
You're repeating again,
I know you're repeating again
Another word, another tweet
All the racism In between
Its the end of days
I know that it's the end of days
I know you got no fucking soul
I know you got no fucking heart
Don't wanna say it again
I Dont wanna say it again
Your words, face its all bullshit
I wanna shit on the road and throw you in it
Don't wanna hear it again
I don't wanna hear it again
Your lies, slurs, it's all bullshit
I want you dead, you fucking fascist
So fucking sick
your bullshit life
So fucking sick
Your bullshit life
The future of millions are doomed
With their blood on your hands
I'll tear the fucking ears out of your skull
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3. |
It Sounds Lame, But...
02:15
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Dont get caught in anothers hostility
Dont get trapped in any fucking negativity
Dont lose hope when mood is pivoting
When thoughts are racing, breathing limited
Do the things you love
Play a game, do some drugs
It sounds lame but think those happy thoughts
Slow down. Breathe. Think those happy thoughts
Remember something funny that happened to a friend
An embarrassing story that you wish would never end
Remember a time when you lent a helping hand
Remember you're a good person, try to understand
It's so easy to get swept up in a destructive mood
When you wake up angry or encounter someone who is rude
Drink a water, go for a walk, smoke some weed
Do things you love and dont forget to breathe
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4. |
Spaz, Much?
03:22
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My miserable woes
Constantly anxious
Fuck I hate myself
Don't tell me it's gonna be ok X4
My woeful misery
My fucking misery
Don't tell me it's gonna be ok
Don't tell me to live another day
Don't you fucking tell me to smile
Don't say that I'm worthwhile
They ask if I'll commit suicide, well
That I'll never do
I'm just begging for the day, looking for
The day when it's all fucking through
Complain again
Wah wah my thoughts are bullshit
Woe is me, I'm mentally fucked
With my good life, I'm blessed with luck
But, my brain just fucking sucks
Tortured and rotten
But I'm scared to be alone
I can't be trusted in my home
Ah fuck
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5. |
4 Elise
03:58
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Your soul is beautiful and solemn
Like falling snow
You're one of the purest souls that
I've ever known
John said you passed away
On the phone
Passed away in your sleep
My mind was blown
Life is moving forward
Constantly but it feels so glum
Without you it's not the same
You never saw the man I've become
It's so hard to say
Farewell Elise
Your belting laugh, your shitty car
Our absurd adventures, near and far
Blasting No Doubt, drinks at bards
Your kind soul tattooed on your arm
In my darkest hour I feel so jealous
Jealous you don't have to live through this
Your funeral was so difficult to bear
This town is empty without you here
Farewell Elise
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I'm so ashamed
My mental state is the only one to blame
Deduct your everything, there's your worth
This shitty attitude I've had since birth and scream
I'm not ok
I'm not ok
(We all know that you're fucking lying) I'm not ok
(When you spit out otherwise) I'm not ok
I'm so ashamed
My mental state is blah blah blah blah blah
Deduct your everything, there's your fucking worth
This shitty attitude I've had since birth and say
I'm not ok
I'm not ok
(We all know that you're fucking lying) I'm not ok
(When you spit out otherwise) I'm not ok
They tell me that they're here for me
They tell me I'm worth a life
They tell me I can win this fight
(With the help of those that love you)
Thank you for your false support
You love to see me cry
You love to see me bleed
(The help that will fucking help you)
I'm not ok
I'm not ok
(We all know that you're fucking lying) I'm not ok
(When you spit out otherwise) I'm not ok
They tell me that they're here for me
They tell me I'm worth a life
They tell me I will win this fight
(With the help of those that love you)
Thank you for your false support
You love to see me cry
You love to see me bleed
(The help that will fucking help you)
I'm fucking sick I'm fucking sick
I'm not ok
I'm not ok
(We all know that you're fucking lying) I'm not ok
(When you spit out otherwise) I'm not ok
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7. |
Fuck Tom Brady
01:18
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Someone stole my identity
And the numbers for my social security
They stole addresses and my license
Stolen 5 times in the past 3 years
Constantly in fear of being in debt
File a police report, send it to FTC
Talk with credit bureau's, freeze my accounts
Fight against fraud, set up in my name
Fuck
It's such a fucking pain in the ass
You fucking crooks, you fucking piece of shit shit
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Ahem
It's hard to reach out when panic strikes
It's ok to be sick, it's ok to cry
Try to be positive, try to think up
Surround yourself with friends, surround yourself with love
You're not dumb
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It hurts, the harmful things you say
It exposes me, it exposes my lies
The thoughts so disgusting and haunting
These thoughts all from my mind
Some day I will over come,
I'll never let it go
Some day I'll win this fight
Nah, I'll never get it right
It hurts, the rights I have wronged
In every place, I don't belong
Tossing and turning, thrashing in my sleep
Kept awake but my own memories
Some day I may over come
I'll never let it go
Some day I may win this fight
But I'll never get it right
Anyone can you fucking hear me?
Anyone out there fucking care?
Anyone out there torturing themselves?
Anyone out there in constant misery?
It hurts, the rights I have wronged
In every place, I don't belong
Tossing and turning, thrashing in my sleep
Kept awake but my own memories
I'll never let it go, I'll never get it right
I'll never let it go, I'll never get it fucking right
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10. |
Hardcore Punk For Lunch
02:13
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Just so you know, just so you know
Your actions got you at an all time low
Who are you? Who the fuck are you?
I see your face and I hate the view
I hate you, I hate you so much
You bring bullshit to everything you touch
I'm happy your gone, fucking thrilled
You destroyed everything you built
Just so you know, just so you know
Your existence fucking blows
Who are you, who are you?
Your soul is bullshit, its fucking true
Hate you, I hate you so much
You're a shitty person, you fucking suck
I'm happy you're gone, fucking ecstatic
You lack every single moral fabric
Get out of my life
Fuck you
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11. |
Hoss 'Er On Outta There
03:45
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I'm sorry, I'm such a jerk
You're so inside my head
I'm abrasive, always hostile
You're so much better than me in every single way
You will win the argument
I am used to being wrong
I will probably cut myself later
Nothing makes sense, nothing makes sense
Will I ever stand up for myself?
No, not me
I will blame it all on depression
Or a lack of effective medicine
You will push me over
Walking on my face, walking on my face
I will not defend my honor
I lack any ounce of dignity
You are right, you're always fucking right
I will back down, I will back down
Will I ever stand up for myself?
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12. |
Ska Punk For Dinner
01:57
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Crack open a cold one
Controller in my hand
Drink myself to sleep
Hungover and groggy
Several beers are all I need, yeah it's all I need
A little weed is all I need, yeah it's all I need
And now the sum, it Dawns on me, it's fucking killing me
The night time fucking destroys me
But it strangely gives me life
This depressant
This depressant
It destroys my brain
This depressant
This depressant
It destroys my brain
Fight the pain with coffee
Take some ibuprofen
Fight the pain with water
Cuz I woke up early as fuck
Several beers are all I need, yeah it's all I need
A little weed is all I need, yeah it's all I need
And now the sun it Dawns on me, it's fucking killing me
The night time fucking destroys me
But strangely gives me life
Drink another, drink another
You're only on your third fucking beer
Drink another, drink another
Drink at home alone like a fucking champ
Like a fucking champ
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The cold hello, the grasp on my arm as I walk through the doors
The paperwork, the scrubs, the removal of my belt
They want to keep me here, to live here, to die here, They
To writhe, to suffer, to scream, to die watching Maury
All the questions, all the repeated false answers
I'm fine, no, I don't want to hurt myself, I'm not hearing any voices
That tell me to kill, myself, others, burn it all down
Reading the depressing words written on the wall in the ER
"I just want to go home." Me too, but they won't let me free
The janitor callously smirking as he cleans it off, asshole
"What does this inkblob mean?" It looks like a fucking inkblob to me
If only I could be trusted, too scared to be alone
Slashing at my arms to ease the psychotic episode
I will bleed out in this room If they keep ignoring me
I'm sick of breathing, not breathing, eating, not eating
I'm sick of being sick I'm sick of waking up
They label me, "Schizophrenic" The world is my fucking oyster
Label me insane while I fake smile at doctors
Yeah, I got chills, they're fucking multiplying
They're fucking terrifying, they're fucking horrifying
(All in)
First entry of the day
Lie my shitty cares away
But here I weep
Crying myself to sleep
Scars on my arms
Inflicted by my fingernails
Cheeks burned with tears
My eyes puffy, red
I wish I was fucking dead
The screaming children
The man with the ax
They're all fucking back
Kill yourself kill yourself
Do it now, do it now
Pass into the great beyond
The eternal sleep
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