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Don't wanna say it again I Dont wanna say it again Your words, face its all bullshit I wanna shit on the road and throw you in it Don't wanna hear it again I don't wanna hear it again Your lies, slurs, it's all bullshit I want you dead, you fucking fascist So fucking sick your bullshit life So fucking sick Your bullshit life The future of millions are doomed With their blood on your hands I'll tear the fucking eyes out of your skull Scandals lies everything I despise (Scandals lies everything I despise) You're repeating again, I know you're repeating again Another word, another tweet All the racism In between Its the end of days I know that it's the end of days I know you got no fucking soul I know you got no fucking heart Don't wanna say it again I Dont wanna say it again Your words, face its all bullshit I wanna shit on the road and throw you in it Don't wanna hear it again I don't wanna hear it again Your lies, slurs, it's all bullshit I want you dead, you fucking fascist So fucking sick your bullshit life So fucking sick Your bullshit life The future of millions are doomed With their blood on your hands I'll tear the fucking ears out of your skull
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Dont get caught in anothers hostility Dont get trapped in any fucking negativity Dont lose hope when mood is pivoting When thoughts are racing, breathing limited Do the things you love Play a game, do some drugs It sounds lame but think those happy thoughts Slow down. Breathe. Think those happy thoughts Remember something funny that happened to a friend An embarrassing story that you wish would never end Remember a time when you lent a helping hand Remember you're a good person, try to understand It's so easy to get swept up in a destructive mood When you wake up angry or encounter someone who is rude Drink a water, go for a walk, smoke some weed Do things you love and dont forget to breathe
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Spaz, Much? 03:22
My miserable woes Constantly anxious Fuck I hate myself Don't tell me it's gonna be ok X4 My woeful misery My fucking misery Don't tell me it's gonna be ok Don't tell me to live another day Don't you fucking tell me to smile Don't say that I'm worthwhile They ask if I'll commit suicide, well That I'll never do I'm just begging for the day, looking for The day when it's all fucking through Complain again Wah wah my thoughts are bullshit Woe is me, I'm mentally fucked With my good life, I'm blessed with luck But, my brain just fucking sucks Tortured and rotten But I'm scared to be alone I can't be trusted in my home Ah fuck
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4 Elise 03:58
Your soul is beautiful and solemn Like falling snow You're one of the purest souls that I've ever known John said you passed away On the phone Passed away in your sleep My mind was blown Life is moving forward Constantly but it feels so glum Without you it's not the same You never saw the man I've become It's so hard to say Farewell Elise Your belting laugh, your shitty car Our absurd adventures, near and far Blasting No Doubt, drinks at bards Your kind soul tattooed on your arm In my darkest hour I feel so jealous Jealous you don't have to live through this Your funeral was so difficult to bear This town is empty without you here Farewell Elise
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I'm so ashamed My mental state is the only one to blame Deduct your everything, there's your worth This shitty attitude I've had since birth and scream I'm not ok I'm not ok (We all know that you're fucking lying) I'm not ok (When you spit out otherwise) I'm not ok I'm so ashamed My mental state is blah blah blah blah blah Deduct your everything, there's your fucking worth This shitty attitude I've had since birth and say I'm not ok I'm not ok (We all know that you're fucking lying) I'm not ok (When you spit out otherwise) I'm not ok They tell me that they're here for me They tell me I'm worth a life They tell me I can win this fight (With the help of those that love you) Thank you for your false support You love to see me cry You love to see me bleed (The help that will fucking help you) I'm not ok I'm not ok (We all know that you're fucking lying) I'm not ok (When you spit out otherwise) I'm not ok They tell me that they're here for me They tell me I'm worth a life They tell me I will win this fight (With the help of those that love you) Thank you for your false support You love to see me cry You love to see me bleed (The help that will fucking help you) I'm fucking sick I'm fucking sick I'm not ok I'm not ok (We all know that you're fucking lying) I'm not ok (When you spit out otherwise) I'm not ok
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Someone stole my identity And the numbers for my social security They stole addresses and my license Stolen 5 times in the past 3 years Constantly in fear of being in debt File a police report, send it to FTC Talk with credit bureau's, freeze my accounts Fight against fraud, set up in my name Fuck It's such a fucking pain in the ass You fucking crooks, you fucking piece of shit shit
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Ahem It's hard to reach out when panic strikes It's ok to be sick, it's ok to cry Try to be positive, try to think up Surround yourself with friends, surround yourself with love You're not dumb
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It hurts, the harmful things you say It exposes me, it exposes my lies The thoughts so disgusting and haunting These thoughts all from my mind Some day I will over come, I'll never let it go Some day I'll win this fight Nah, I'll never get it right It hurts, the rights I have wronged In every place, I don't belong Tossing and turning, thrashing in my sleep Kept awake but my own memories Some day I may over come I'll never let it go Some day I may win this fight But I'll never get it right Anyone can you fucking hear me? Anyone out there fucking care? Anyone out there torturing themselves? Anyone out there in constant misery? It hurts, the rights I have wronged In every place, I don't belong Tossing and turning, thrashing in my sleep Kept awake but my own memories I'll never let it go, I'll never get it right I'll never let it go, I'll never get it fucking right
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Just so you know, just so you know Your actions got you at an all time low Who are you? Who the fuck are you? I see your face and I hate the view I hate you, I hate you so much You bring bullshit to everything you touch I'm happy your gone, fucking thrilled You destroyed everything you built Just so you know, just so you know Your existence fucking blows Who are you, who are you? Your soul is bullshit, its fucking true Hate you, I hate you so much You're a shitty person, you fucking suck I'm happy you're gone, fucking ecstatic You lack every single moral fabric Get out of my life Fuck you
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I'm sorry, I'm such a jerk You're so inside my head I'm abrasive, always hostile You're so much better than me in every single way You will win the argument I am used to being wrong I will probably cut myself later Nothing makes sense, nothing makes sense Will I ever stand up for myself? No, not me I will blame it all on depression Or a lack of effective medicine You will push me over Walking on my face, walking on my face I will not defend my honor I lack any ounce of dignity You are right, you're always fucking right I will back down, I will back down Will I ever stand up for myself?
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Crack open a cold one Controller in my hand Drink myself to sleep Hungover and groggy Several beers are all I need, yeah it's all I need A little weed is all I need, yeah it's all I need And now the sum, it Dawns on me, it's fucking killing me The night time fucking destroys me But it strangely gives me life This depressant This depressant It destroys my brain This depressant This depressant It destroys my brain Fight the pain with coffee Take some ibuprofen Fight the pain with water Cuz I woke up early as fuck Several beers are all I need, yeah it's all I need A little weed is all I need, yeah it's all I need And now the sun it Dawns on me, it's fucking killing me The night time fucking destroys me But strangely gives me life Drink another, drink another You're only on your third fucking beer Drink another, drink another Drink at home alone like a fucking champ Like a fucking champ
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The cold hello, the grasp on my arm as I walk through the doors The paperwork, the scrubs, the removal of my belt They want to keep me here, to live here, to die here, They To writhe, to suffer, to scream, to die watching Maury All the questions, all the repeated false answers I'm fine, no, I don't want to hurt myself, I'm not hearing any voices That tell me to kill, myself, others, burn it all down Reading the depressing words written on the wall in the ER "I just want to go home." Me too, but they won't let me free The janitor callously smirking as he cleans it off, asshole "What does this inkblob mean?" It looks like a fucking inkblob to me If only I could be trusted, too scared to be alone Slashing at my arms to ease the psychotic episode I will bleed out in this room If they keep ignoring me I'm sick of breathing, not breathing, eating, not eating I'm sick of being sick I'm sick of waking up They label me, "Schizophrenic" The world is my fucking oyster Label me insane while I fake smile at doctors Yeah, I got chills, they're fucking multiplying They're fucking terrifying, they're fucking horrifying (All in) First entry of the day Lie my shitty cares away But here I weep Crying myself to sleep Scars on my arms Inflicted by my fingernails Cheeks burned with tears My eyes puffy, red I wish I was fucking dead The screaming children The man with the ax They're all fucking back Kill yourself kill yourself Do it now, do it now Pass into the great beyond The eternal sleep

about

Hardcore Punk, some times ska, some times metal, always with an attitude. This time around (this being my 2nd CD) I invested more time and money into making this sound a lot better than my 1st release. I learned more about the drums, the recording, the mixing, shit I even added some effects in this CD!
I'm very proud of this CD unlike S/T (my 1st CD). I just like the songs more, I had different inspirations that led me to this, the songs are a little catchier, the subjects are very close to me, and the quality is better. I don't know... I like it, get off my back already!

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released July 31, 2019

I have no one to thank. All of you suck.
JK!!!!
Thanks to James for getting me back into music, Dan for furthering my career in music, the Giudices for letting me borrow gear and record in their home, Derrick for showing me audacity, Ron for trying his hardest to help me upload these songs and it turns out that the solution was obvious, and thanks to all the people that supported me! Caitlin! I did it!

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