A song about mental health and the daily struggles of my bipolar/schizophrenia. It's about not being able to let things go, thinking everyone hates me and how the world would be better off without me. I wrote this bass line a long time ago and never did anything with it til now. It's one of my favorite songs to play live, I think it's pretty cool.
lyrics
Lie awake and try to sleep
Relive shitty memories
All the things that I Tried and failed
Or the time I let you down
The fucking time I made you mad
The fucking times I was so bad
Not the best time you ever had
Not the good time I made you glad
Should I try to make amends (GO)
Change my asshole ways (I need it)
Should I rebuild the bridge
Or maybe I'll watch TV (seen it) all
Talk to fucking shrink about my fucking shit
And take those fucking pills or I get fucking sick
Should I try to make amends (GO)
Should I change my asshole ways (I need it)
Should I rebuild the bridge
Or maybe I'll watch TV (I've seen it) all
I've seen it all
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